It happened today: my first strand of grey.
In my bathroom’s bright light, I felt shock, then dismay
as my fate flashed before me: arthrosis, infirmness,
decay, the faint footsteps of Death on his way.
I felt hopeless already: aging, unsteady,
and struggling to think. “What about me won’t shrink?
My backaches? My future collection of hair dye?
The length of my soon-to-be thousand-yard stare?” I
stepped backwards, then forwards, then turned to one side,
but no angle could hide what I tried and I tried
to unsee, and I suddenly, strangely felt free.
The old man that I’d feared for so long was just me.
We stared through the glass at our future and past
and perceived them as equally now.
We smiled and unwrinkled our brow.
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About The Author
Michael B. Keane is a London-based writer of poetry and dark fiction.
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